262 Forty

Lately I've been thinking about the future, but not in a positive way. I've yet to sleep more than three hours every night of this week, and it's irritating. My sleeping habits are TERRIBLE and I know, it's bad for my health. I feel like I'll die incredibly young because of my current lifestyle. But, even with this in mind, I'm not motivated enough to change anything.

My NYR are going horribly. I was doing so well the first few weeks, then midterms came around and messed everything up (excuses). I need to get back on track again.

The past few days have been pretty... normal? Except I started napping at Thomas and Ken's after math lecture instead of eating breakfast, and I've been falling asleep in math and chem lectures. NOT good at all, because I really don't understand anything at the moment. I'm fckn myself up soo bad..

I'm gonna try to keep myself in check this weekend :\. blaah.

And P.S. There's an 80% chance I'm gonna be working at Yogurtland! Yay.

261 16 Dozing

Oh, Thursday, sweet Thursday. Thirty Thursday's (:. With my 150 pages of reading (that turned out to be completely unnecessary), I decided to go out with some of my favorites. Oh, wait, before that... Totally stopped thinking about him for the day, and BAM! there he is. Life hates me, I'm telling you.. lol. My English essay didn't get destroyed (YAY!), dinner with Cosmo, Michael, Elliot, and Will (first in awhile!), back to Hedrick for an self-esteem breakdown (felt the fattest I ever have in my LIIIFE, thanks period), then Beta~ w/Elisa, Shanna, Michael, Cosmo, and Shohei. I had SO much fun. Yay! Totally worth it ^~. We went back to Sproul around 2 or something, and stayed in their lounge talking/laughing it up. MM, I love them~ When I got back to Hedrick, I prepared for a night of reading.

So I read until 6, decided to sleep, woke up at 7, decided to skip math, woke up at 10, read until 11, decided to skip Chem (bad choice bcuz we got our midterms back in lecture UGH!!! =.=), finished reading (for the most part, kinda not really but I was like wtfevaaaa), went to class, and WOW OUR LOGS WEREN'T DUE... I'm soo upset :((.. Oh well. At least I'm somewhat caught up now, /facepalm. Hedrick, an episode of The Office, De Neve to shower, back at 6, do whatever for an hour or two, go to sleep at 8, wake up once at 11, wake up once at 3, wake up once at 8, wake up once at 10, then I finally decided to get up at 12pm :o. Brunch with Elisa at 1, The Getty with her and Teresa from 2-5, Mr. Noodle (bad experience), De Neve until 2am... Idk how that happened... I wanted to get back to Hedrick at 930pm =.=

So I've done laundry, and.. yeah. That's my night. That and Facebook apps. Ugh. I'm going to revise my English essay now.

260 All-Day Naptime

I pulled an all-nighter to finish my English essay, but didn't finish =.= Math lecture 8-9, sleep at Thomas and Ken's 9-1130, sleep in Chem lecture 12-1, sleep in Powell Library 1-4, essay in SAC 4-7, dinner with Thomas and Ken 7-745, sleep at Thomas and Ken's 8-1230am, shower 1-130am, back to my place and... yeah. Time for more shleep.

Ohohoh. Tuesday! After class I charged my iPhone for an hour until 3pm, bus to San Vicente/Melrose but she went past my stop so I had to backtrack .5 miles, needed to pee the whole time and found a restroom 1.5 miles later at Fairfax High, backtracked .2 miles to Melrose Tokidoki, purchased a Help Haiti shirt, walked .8 miles to JapanLA, walked 1 mile to The Grove, walked another 1 mile to Beverly Center, admired TKDK x Onitsuka shoes and flats, Heritage 1981, bought a dress, made it to the bus stop in 3 minutes right before it came, back to UCLA, and commence my night of half essay writing. 8 miles of walking AT LEASTTTT. All for one shirt lol. And in the rain.

Gnight.

259 Afternoon Sleeps

I've had such a study-filled weekend, for the most part. I'm proud of myself. (This was rewarded with Beverly Center with Lauren on Saturday :D). I'm getting a headband every time I go to For Love 21.

I ended up pulling another all-nighter to study for math, which I nailed (for the most part, not really). As a result, I didn't study for chem and failed prettyyy hard. &It's irritating because the problem worth the most points was a homework problem. /facepalm. I skimmed through the homework and failed to take the time to understand everything. UGHHH.. sigh. Right after my chem midterm, I ran along to De Neve and went to sleep in Thomas and Ken's room until 730pm, when I wake up to Thomas saying, "Should we wake up Winnie for kBBQ ribs?" Did he just call me fat again? lmao. I couldn't find anyone to eat with. I need more friends :(. It was really sad.

I finished watched the thirteen episodes of Modern Family that's out right now :). Tomorrow I'm going to try to finish my English paper. Mm, this is going to be hard.

258 A-N #1

Wednesday, dear Wednesday. It was the usual, and dinner with Chris and Van... then I had to get started on my Mythology paper, which I finished at 7am. I like it, but it's 3 pages with 4 lines on the page 4, WHOMP. I need more ideas.

Math discussion 8-9, mythology lecture room 9-12 (I slept the whole three hours), English 1230-145 (A paragraph is like a girl's skirt--It should be long enough to cover the subject, short enough to keep it interesting, LOL), then I went back to my dorm and slept from 230-9. I didn't wake up to my 8am alarm. Debating for 10 minutes if I wanted to go to the Omega Lil' Sis thing at Fu's Palace, but didn't. Rendezvous for beef quesadilla (yum), De Neve doing math until 1230am, shower till 1am, now I'm chillin'. Gonna watch Modern Family and get grinding a bit for chem (:

257 Overstayed

My 3G was fuxin' up on me last night, so I didn't blog before I slept since I didn't want to turn my lapteezy on.

Yesterday was one of those routine days until after class. I got back to Hedrick and sat in my room for an hour and a half, in which I spent just about every single minute of that time formulating a thesis. AND THERE'S STILL SOMETHING WRONG WITH IT! Well, damn :(. I filled in my Tokidoki planner (Laurennn<333) while I waited for Alex to swoop me up, then we went to Boiling Point, a Taiwanese hotpot place, in Monterey Park. HELLA COOL, yes. Individual hotpot kind of thing but everything's already in there and cooking when they bring it out. And it stays HELLA HOT because there's a burning fire underneath! Good siht, but I burned my tongue (SO not the business~). We went back to Hedrick and watched an episode of 'Modern Family' and 'The Office' until around 11pm? When he left, I went on the ellipticals at De Neve, showered, and went to Elisa's. I was just going to stop by and say hi at 1am, then I ended up staying until 220am, lol. I ran back to Hedrick for most of the way because UCLA is HELLA SCARY when it's dead! Back to my dorm to do some Chem, then I finally slept around 4am.

256 Nothingnothingnothing Day

Up at 1pm, brunch with Kyle but wait, I lost him, so I ate alone, and what an unhealthy breakfast I had. Okay, salad and two bowls of Captain Crunch. WHOMP. Back to my room, literally doing nothing (Facebook, Tumblr, so on) until 7pm, dinner with Sho and Eric, and what an unhealthy dinner I had. Needless to say, it was 2000 calories :(... Back to Eric's, up for a while, nap till 10, De Neve Dogwood just chillin' until 12am (wtf?), shower, talking with Amon and Greg, finally getting back to my dorm at 130am, and here I am talking to David. I honestly did nothing today, ugh..

Tomorrow I'm gonna be hella productive, puuhhhlease. Tomorrow... Up at 7am, chem discussion 8-850, breakfast until ~945am, mythology lecture 10-12pm, Humanities 12-1220, english comp 3 1230-145, AND FROM THEN ON!~ (Hopefully) chem homework/study 145-5, workshop 530-630, dinner with Alex 7-9, mythology paper 9-sleep. LET'S DO THIIIIS.

Gnight. Also my highlight today was Van. "Oh my gosh. I had a REALLY good apple today and thought of you." LMAO!